God, I remember the last time it got really bad… The things I used to write, they were awful, but I miss feeling them
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Like everything I wanted in the world was to be adored.
I didn’t want to have sex /// it wasn’t even enough to be fucked like I was just some thing, I wanted to be fucked like I deserved it, I wanted to be a luxury item
I wanted men (older men, why is it always older men?) to look at me and want me and I wanted to chose someone and give myself to them so theu could give anything they thougjt I deserved, it didn’t matter what
God, I remember the last time it got really bad… The things I used to write, they were awful, but I miss feeling them
Like everything I wanted in the world was to be adored.
I didn’t want to have sex /// it wasn’t even enough to be fucked like I was just some thing, I wanted to be fucked like I deserved it, I wanted to be a luxury item